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09:33 am - 3 words folks

I HAVE A JOB


it at a music store S%S music


hehe update later


Sarah

Current Mood: later's all

Current Music: getting luch FOOOOOOD

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Aug. 14th, 2006

03:00 pm - new pictures

hey guys got new pics!!!

( camping and 4th of july )

Current Mood: content

Current Music: getting ready to swim

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Jul. 25th, 2006

12:25 pm - there alot of people here

well,

it been kinda qiuet latly so i havn't updated as much but oh well right? i am surround by people andrew's cousins are here, 2 young kids sound like the two weeks should be fun. I like tehm one a gamer and the girl i don't know. I am doing goood though still gaming and playing wow i am part of hte family " guild" as we like to call it. I havn't found a job yet but oh well i can;t blame it right now it summer and for that matter i don't care were going ot go camping ( i have never been camping before) i have yet to see how things will turn out for me come fall but as we know of me i have teh best luck of all ;)


much love all,
Sarah

Current Mood: corn bread........

Current Music: crash banicoot - for the gamecube

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Jun. 21st, 2006

Jun. 14th, 2006

08:19 am - at a standstill

hey,

well after last night i heard from andy, i never heard him so misarable. But what bothering me here about this whole thing is that i wanna help him. I have no idea how, i should be by his side and telling him it ok, right i try to and i don't want ot pester him or he get mad at me, he wants to drop govner's school, i can see why then again i want ot help his parents as well making sure i do wat i think is right. i am so confused on waht the heck im a supposed be doing at this point, cause im his g/f right, the one who he comes ot and says everything ok, it alright and nothing bad going ot happen. well in this case i can't casue i know the conquenses if he does come home and i don't want him in any pain.

What i am truly afraid of is that if things get bad im gonna get kick out of the house. I know this won't happen or Andy for that matter, so i jsut lost wher the heck i am suppose stand on this whole matter, any advise would be good


im gonna eat now
Sarah

Current Mood: help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Music: tala wanting out

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Jun. 13th, 2006

08:43 am - Majes i did your request

Chapter 23
“ Nako? Where are you? I can’t see…” Sutter’s a half awake Soka and fumble with find her way out of the tent she was in earlier.
“ Soka? “ Shadow stands up and users her out to the campfire.
“ What the… I wasn’t sure that was you. Sorry what making you stay up this late.” She asks him as a harmless question.
“ I wasn’t sure you knew yet, You see me and Nako were talking earlier. I was afraid I asked him about something disterbuing. Care to fill in for me?” Shadow says as he comes closer.
“ Shadow?” I wasn’t aware he did talk to someone. What going on? I mean.., what ..” Soka says concered.
“ Before I say a thing, you have to know yes, our past isn’t great and I was a jerk ok. I can’t really say I am proud of what I did and for that fact I did say something to things you and it hurt you. For that I am very sorry you have to give the credit Sonshi had me under control, and I wasn’t myself. There a vison you saw, can you tell me about it?” Shadow says wholeheartly.
“ He told you? I guess then you aren’t mad?” Soka asks him
“ No, I promise you no, please go ahead and let me know what you saw.” Shadow feeling his crystal starting to glow.
“ I saw my own death, this caused it, it was taken out of me. I saw you provoking Nako to do it. I… don’t know how or why for that matter. Why is that I am the one he wants.” Soka looks over at Nako sleeping and then at Shadow.
“ Man I wished now my memories wouldn’t fail me. Like I said there is some people who are more powerful then others. You happen to be one of them, Soka; just how you are is a wild guess. Look I know you have issues, and I don’t blame you for not trusting me. I changed though and I know I will make up for what I did to you. That I promise.” Shadow hears someone in the bushes behind him as he finishes.
“ Who there!” Soka blurts out.
“ Just get behind me and wake up the others ok?” Shadow orders her to do.
“ Nako! “ Soka franticly tries to wake Nako
“ Wha… Soka? You look like a ghost came.” Nako say groggy.
“ Hey there someone here, you go to check this out. I don’t know who it is.” Soka says while he brings out there weapons.
“ Stay here, I am going get the others,” Nako says to Soka with a hug and a kiss.
“ Shadow… what going on here you turn on me. Trust me that something your going to regret.”
Then in the background, Soka tries to fight off her captures.
“Nako! Where are you?”
“What? You’re coming with me! Where are the others?” The man holding her says
“ What, I don’t know. Please just trust me.” Soka says as she tries to bluff her way out of this.
“Huh?”
“Lequa it nothing go back to sleep. “ Angel says half awake.
“ No, it not I better go see what going on. I don’t think Shadow and Nako be up and roaming if it wasn’t big.” He says grabbing his staff and Kissing angel for safety.
“ Nako! What going on?” Lequa look over to find that Nako in frantic mode.
“ I don’t know where Shadow or Soka is, and what makes this worse it that, something isn’t right I think we were followed.” Nako sees someone and Kia flying out of a bush.
“ I think this might be bad, why do you think you were followed? I mean it not like anyone saw your faces right? “ Lequa finally clicks together what happens.
“ The merchant! He told em, great I don’t know how but he must have told someone about us.” They run towards Kia and he finishes.
“ Kia you ok? I didn’t see you, what going on!” Nako looks at him and then hears screaming in the back.
“ That…. Angel!” Lequa runs back to his wife and rips open the tent. To she gone.
“ This can’t be good, I don’t know what going on but I know this. I think Sonshi has something to do with this.” Nako looks over then feel Soka arua.

“ Just how did you find us! Leave Angel out of this is mine and Nako matter!” Soka says trying to not to harm Angel. Soka look He say’s her capture while over at Angel and see how she holding up.
“ Why or how? My lord wants you, and from what I hear you’re the one that he wants the most. “ Her capture says in a evil voice
“ Angel? You ok?” Soka asks concerned about her heath.
“ Yeah I am, im not mad at ya just them you didn’t do anything ok?” Angel says to her to get her to calm down.
“ Where Lequa? I mean he with Nako right?” Soka asks concerned.
“ I hope so, if there not on their way they be in trouble if they didn’t come. Lequa better come get me! “ As she say’s this she say’s something and her ropes comes free.
“ Angel there no way I no we can take them! I mean there what 2 or 3 times stronger.. I don’t think this will work.” Soka says as Angel get her loose.
“ It will…” Soka follows her and see where the two men are. Then she turns to see two people in the bushes and then her husband.
“ That.” Soka starts to say before getting muffled.
“ I rather us not be seen or heard, I know I think it time to run. “ She finishes and starts to run.
“ Are you nuts!” Soka asks her in confused tone?
“ Just a little, but it helps I have to put up with Lequa I have to be insane. “ She says as she runs in Lequa arms.
“ Nako! Man what the world happened? Who were those people? “ Soka says almost crying into his arms.
“ Nako? Guys you ok? I had a friend to take care of, those two are ok right?” Shadow asked confused.
“ Yeah, Angel saved us. I know I owe a lot to her, she gifted.” Soka says as thanks to her for what she did.
“ No, problem I show you how to do that once we get settled in. I know my children need to follow us.” Angel says to both of them.
“ You have children? “ They all ask
“ Yeah, 2 girls, but for now let’s get some sleep. I think we had enough excitement for the night.” Lequa motions everyone to bed while he stay up for guard.
“ You couldn’t sleep huh Nako?” Lequa says to him as a starter to get him to open up.
“ Yeah, I want to help Soka to open up and get over her fears. What bothers me about this is that I am her husband and yet she hiding things from me. I have to sit by and hope she tells me what going on.” Nako says to him to see if he relates to him.
“ I know, Soka needs time, it not that she holding back she don’t know what she is or for that matter, what she can do. Nako the best thing for now that I can tell you is love and give her the time she needs to find out what going on. I promise this will work out on both of your parts, her and yourself. “ As Lequa finishes he looks over at Soka.
“ Why is she not telling me things that are scaring her? I can make her better and I am willing to what it takes to make her change.” Nako looks over Soka then at the ground.
“ She will, she can’t right now, she has to come a choice. Take what been giving to her and learn from it, or lose what about happen. It quite bad to hear but I know she will make the right choice. She taking the right steps though I think in the end she will come to a good choice.” Lequa leaves Nako to his post and heads to wife side.
“ What wrong?” Angel says half awake.
“ Nothing, why?” Lequa responses back.
“ It weird huh, looks like the past it reliving itself. It weird watching them, they so remind me of us when we were young. “ Angel says as she snuggles besides Lequa.
“ I know, they face a great challenge ahead but there overcome it I know.” Lequa says as they fall asleep.

Home making

The group awakes early the next day ready to start construction on the new town. Everyone except Angel and Lequa goes to look for materials and loosen them up and chop down trees. The groups watch Angel while she is summoning the materials. Watching every word she says and every movement she makes. Then Lequa shows them how to build a house.
“It isn’t very tough. All you have to do is visualize it and have all the materials. Then say Houmes dego! and the material will form the house exactly how you want. Here you guys give it a try with your houses.”
“All right,” Nako says, “You ready Soka? It’s going to be yours too you know.”
“Ya,” Soka replies.
“Ok Here it goes. Houmes dego!”

Current Mood: i need to wake up

Current Music: Dam Didrum on hte mp3 player

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Jun. 12th, 2006

09:10 am - i know the word bittersweet

hey,

well i have learned the meaning of bittersweet:

Saturday:
since it was andy's last dasy home we went ot the lake and had a blast. I got ate by fishes, htey want to eat me, yes they hurt so i layed out most of the time. Them came home and spent the rest of the night laying in andy arms for what seem is going a long time before i can see him again ( i mean like lay in his arms and sleep there and not have ot take him back to the collage) man it was hard that knowing that after this i am going be on my own and more of a chance ot see what i hve ot think aobut.

Sunday:
i told andy to get me up when he did, casue i need ot be in his arms for awhile and be assured that he know how i feel. Once his mom got up i knew it was going be a fun day. I just held waht i could in and not show any of it, cause if i did it would be a bad thing. about noon we left and dear god i am misarable, not letting them see that of course i hid most of it, im just like that i don't want anyone to see my pain. After getting him moved in it hits hard, i am alone again. I hate to be alone, it hurts and days are gonna go by slow. I didn;t want ot leave him, really i didn't i did though it hurt like a mother but i did it. i cryied on the way home, hoping no one saw me. i did get to talk ot him while i was riding back ( we have our own way) after i get my chores done or waht i could i was wiped i talked to him over the phone, he sounded so misarable i never heard him like that. it must of taken him alot to walk away from us and see me crying. i did sleepi hate my brain it screams at me i finished ice trays changed into my sleepware and tried to sleep, it work after about a hour.

i can't wait until sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sarah

Current Mood: i miss my squishy!

Current Music: Imagary on yahoo radio im the only one up right now

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Jun. 2nd, 2006

01:57 pm - funny animals pictures

hey all,

below are funny pictures what wer got of Majes and tala and the other pets around the hosue the ginua pig name is leo. HE's becky's and if ya need me ot explain kiet me knwo ok?

( Majes and Tala's silliness behind here )

Current Mood: this you have to see

Current Music: Andy being werid and silly

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May. 30th, 2006

11:26 pm - hey all

hey

well sorry i havn't updated as much but as much alot has happened. but there out of school for summer. I know this makes things differnet, but as well we face waht ahead of us. MOre or less it been a changing period, i have yet to fully understand why or waht making face alot i come to a imporant choice, i can finally admit to what been pestering me. I never had control of my life, my parents have. I know like collage yes, but where or when they have. I am stil not use ot having control or what seems as a hard maybe even harder, choice waht to do with my life. I know my writing improving greatly but i don't know what to do about my carriar choice. Oh well i have time and i know there not going to kick me out of here and make sure i am safe. After all i am one of there all. i wish for once my brain and my heart could agree on one matter. but as always they conflict, now more then ever. Hense me bring out my anger side i nver knew i could spar as well as i do. I could however let many things go, i don'tneed alot and i don't care what other people thing. I can't say most of this right now ot a few people but my main concern is not having a job.

i am waiting until fall i need my driver's listence.
( it going to be better and the summer jobs are taken)

but all goes well and will update soon,
Sarah

Current Mood: now to our story

Current Music: Tala chasin her tail

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May. 20th, 2006

11:30 pm - our first offical date!!!!!

hey everyone!

well yes, it was offical! we did go out on a first date, which i am telling you this from what i think. I LOVE THIS MAN!!!! We went to burger barn ( a small place in town here!) not to meachin something alsome. We got a 3 course meal which was alsome and then chatted ( ti took us 30 mintues ot eat them we were chatting)


I am not a open person by nature. Andy made me feel so welcome, and not as stressed about this whole thing as i thought. MOre or less, it kinda like oh ... grr.... i can't put into words how that feels. I know now i have no fear of him, i know this becouse i can now open up and have it not bite me in the back. I t good to have our time when we need it. i also told him somethings about me and my history that even some people don't qiute know yet. i know it hard to learn something new ot copletely open up to a person ( coming form my backround.) I also came to this while i came with him.
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There alot happening very fast, very qiuck. I also take what i can and run with it. I know i have to think about that as well.I come to this so far.. there somethings i can not change and i need to agknowage that. I could though learn from what has happened for all of this. As andy and his dad says " Everything happens for a reason." I want to know why most of it happens but it will come in time. I think moving was a good move for me, things were holding me back in Il and telling me ot move on. I know it big and i have more to face but im not alone anymore, andy right beside me. I don;t have to fight battles alone anymore, which make not as weak as i am. I need to stop judging myself so harshly. IT not fair to me or him and i can't be perfect.
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over all had a very good day off to watch batman begins
Sarah and andy

Current Mood: some days are like this

Current Music: batman begins on dvr yay dvr!

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May. 18th, 2006

11:31 pm - thinking about alot of things

well,

yeah right now i have thought through a lot of what was plaquing me in Il. MOre or less what been bothering me latley. most take from waht we been through as a pain or what i like to call it it a royal pain. i know for most of you who read my post yes it was. I take from it what i can't seem to shake right now, that odd feeling of feeling out of mind. I know Majes and his family aren;t like them not at all. But you can tell, i have changed some and i am still working on some issues, i have been sparing for now to work that off. it helped and makes kinda like a simualatins in my mind for that is good and bad. good for that fact what has been bothering me is gone bad making me worry about something. What going to change this i have no idea. i haven't told Majes yet but i think he know what going through my head. it kinda werid at times but you ge use to things as they are. I for one thingk it cool =) I will however need to stop worring about things i can not change and seem to accpt the fact it making me worry for no reason. That and drop fears that i have with Majes also, more or less the past, it not his fault. I have stopped myself in few times taht we have gotten close. IT not like that i don't love him, for he makes me feel like a giggly girl. I have yet to accept part of me as well i guess for now i have a lot of change to do and i need time to do it but i know i have the time i need. i just worry if i am doing the right thing?

it just confusing right now .....


Sarah

p.s. Majes if your reading this i love you and this is a safe way to get it out. Thanks for the game and i love you!

Current Mood: alot of things rushing me

Current Music: tv in the backround south park

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May. 14th, 2006

10:29 pm - hey new pics plus the icon i drew

hey,
we got new pictures up so just to let ya know one of us. the Cat's name is Majes and the small dog is coco. and we will get a pic of us in hte same pose as the icon as well soon.


( the pics are here )

Current Mood: im scared

Current Music: robot chicken

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May. 12th, 2006

07:14 pm - hey

so whats up?


well the last few days has been a blur where to start.

i went to andy concert on tuesday that was cool they played moby dick music and it wa 20 mintues long oh by the way andy can sing. yeah it was cool. he as a good voice otherwise it been a normal day of gaming and relaxing. I know it seems werid but oh well i like it like that it, kinda more simple huh?

today got andy and his dad to play unreal champship we play halo heheheh yay lanning. sound like were about have a new game!



now to die!

Sarah and all

Current Mood: ?

Current Music: unreal champship in back

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May. 8th, 2006

01:02 pm

ok so it not early but whatever,


i was tired from last night that i can tell you. but as well and me for now, we went downtown to see some stores that last time i couldn't of seen. I also won a coupon for a free rental so we went to movie gallery ( it like a walk from the house) i rented from what kyle said was a good movie Rent which was a good movie and im not a musical buff myself. I got alone in the dark for free, i played the game but never seen the movie. Andy rented Sims 2 for x box with the money we won last night. After that came back and went ot De gray lake and play tenis. that was fun im pretty good i can't aim really but i don't care but i watched everyone, i did however now will run out of the court when andy and his dad will play each other ( hint he almost hit me 2 times i almost hit hit with a tenis ball ) i had the right to wouldn't you?

after that we watched rent, then i went ot bed no im off to run errands!

Sarah

Current Mood: yay for coke that my coffee

Current Music: Van Helsing on whatever channel this is

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May. 7th, 2006

11:14 am - ok so our plan of sleeping didn't work so well ( it 11 not 1pm!!!!!)

hey!

it way to early to be up then again we got home from prject prom at 4 somethin in the morning :


prom it self:
OK one i loooked really good so did andy. i have the pics up later plus around the house as well. it was werid this comin from me take as it is. I never felt so werid before becouse of i know let say no one in there we dance a bit and stuff but they played rap the whole time. ( we not are not a fan of rap as much it not our forte) it was short though like 2 hours then we came back to the house changed and went to project prom. ( i explain below)

project prom:
this is so you don't get into trouble after prom. not to meanch the best price ......free. it was fun they had ddr and other things ( carnval games and stuff like that ) oh this i should of gotten a pic of they had no joke ....racing toilets yes toilets... they ahd moters in them and it was werid i crashed into the guy becouse i had no clue how to stop. ^_^. they had good food as well i had pizza and some snack stuff it lasted me the whole night. they had a gambling room which was a thing into itself. i suck at poker, blackjack.. ok i would of won if i wanted to go big it the first time for me . Poker and roullte no not really poker not my game we kinda think that insane. Andy won 10 bucks though that was good, then stuff in the drawing. hehehehehehehehe nothing bign in the end though most of it went to the seinors, oh well i had a blast so im off for now

im hungry,
Sarah and andy

Current Mood: i need food

Current Music: Naruto from last night on dvr

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May. 6th, 2006

09:01 am - well early morning = update

ok folks,

it prom day im tired as usaul im tired from last night ( we sparred last night it was fun that took alot of what bothing me out of my head. im good as andy with a sword and staff never used of those at all.) we went to this meeting for the outt of town people for prom. it was instersting that for sure i walk in there know that i have no clue who half or all those people are well maybe 1 erin. well we got named best date ( hense why would you be able to beat driving to il get your date?) yeah the high school nice inside but small i have to say that it small. though really nice people i mean really nice wehn total stranger help you



i gotta get a shower!
Sarah

Current Location: ANdy house

Current Mood: ok earlyness

Current Music: avatar the last air bender

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May. 3rd, 2006

02:26 pm - hehehe digging in livjournal is fun

Meddle not in the affairs of Dragons, for you are crunchy and good with ketchup


and now for this


qoutes to live by:

"fear no man and you will live a happy life"

" where there is darkness take and give light, where light is show friendship. Where there is friendship there is happiness."

" We fit in no and anywhere"
-Majes faverite qoute

" I live not for my self as in others, let no man take that away."





Sarah

Current Mood: creative

Current Music: Tv in backrounds about ot get on live

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